E.X.A.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N.

My time spend with the books will be long-lasting and no ending story.

This term's trial exam, more than half of my spirit had gone. The TOUGH questions are really tough. Most of us in school GG.

The Mathematics T, wow, so tough, the paper that i used is far more less than AddMaths in form 4 and 5. Actually I can't think of the days after this. Haiz.

Drenched's lyrics: When minutes become hours, and days become years.

XH's lyrics: When passing become losing, and LL become GG.

*LL = Lulus

 GG= Gagal

Eyes close tightly. But not sleeping.

Those days study with the earphones, listening to the FM radio, and mp3. Syok! K-pop! <3 font="font">

Tomorrow having the last test ~ MUET. Not fully prepared. One more GG.

But after tomorrow, I will have a new phone. This will be my very first phone. Must select precisely. :D

Sadly, the budget, more than 60% is from my pocket money. Not fair! T.T 

After purchasing the phone, my pocket will have a big hole on it, stained with some 'blood'. No choice.

If there's an option, I won't choose this path.

Still left 1 month from now before the First Term STPM examination. 

The timetable of the First Term Exam.

5-11-2012 (Monday) : Pengajian Am (8.00am - 10.00am)

6-11-2012 (Tuesday) : Mathematics T (2.30pm - 4.00pm)

7-11-2012 (Wednesday) : Biology (8.00am - 9.30am)

8-11-2012 (Thursday) : Chemistry (8.00am - 9.30am)

Sincerely hope that everything goes well. I will stay away from the PC for about 1 month. Will update more after the 'war'. 

All the best and good luck to all STPM candidates.

God Bless. Amen.

EXAM!

Exam is coming. Just keep it up to strike for the best! Fighting! <3 font="font">

I want to ignore unwanted things. Just get out of my mind. No distractions until the final exam is over. 

My bro further his studies in UniMAP, Perlis. Quite sad to hear that he fever in past few days. Just wish him all the best. And next week he is coming back. Then I can 'fight' with him though! HA!

I don't think my maths assignment can be finished perfectly. Eyes closed. Haiz.

STPM subjects: 
1) Pengajian Am
2) Chemistry
3) Biology
4) Mathematics T
5) MUET

Just open eyes widely and say Hi to tomorrow.
Learn to LOL.

And I really get to know some sakai friends in my class. Everyone is just typically normal until I know them! HAha. What a surprise! :D
This is the place that I'll stay for 1 more years.

Fighting fighting! :D

The Reason

Lately, I really not in a good mood, after I figured out something that I don't know. Until yesterday, 6 August 2012, I know your problem. I keep thinking in my mind, "Do I abandoned or neglected you?" My answer is easy, 50% yes. I have no idea to say this thing to you. I'm not gutsy! This might haunted me until I get a answer, I know. Because this, I don't think I want to smile and talk, but I feel like I want to cry today. But friends keep entertaining me, finally I put this aside, laugh with them. After school, back home. Alone in home, start thinking back the problem. The problem still there. I feel terrible.


The Reason 


I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear


I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

5-5-2012

It's the end for my part time job. From 9 Dec 2011 to 5 May 2012. It quite a long term, almost half a year. My brain, rusty. Something that need to remember, take long hours to 'digest', hopefully my brain getting used to everything like before SPM, can 'digest' more and fast.

2 May I'd started my first Form 6's tuition for Mathematics T. Actually still can catch up, since it almost like Add Maths that I knew it since Form 4. But unfortunately, when I do homework at home, I realized that, OMG, I can't really do it. It really consume time. Scratching head over and over again.
3 May started my first journey to Ipoh for Chemistry tuition. Awesome I think at first. But slowly, after the lesson, I started feel like ' am I having a wrong decision?' Went back home and do some homeworks, OMG once again, I can't do it! Some more got experiment theory to do. Haiz. T.T  I can't think about my Biology. *.* no eyes see. tutup mata.

Now really waiting school open on 8 May, next week Tuesday. Quite excited, new school for me. Die, new lessons and challenges for me.

Add oil and good luck anyway~ =D

New Target!

I'd been study hard, but the result is almost reach my target.
1A+, 3A, 5B+, 1B

Now I have my new target, STPM, I aim for 4 flat, 4 flat is my new target. Biology, Chemistry, Pengajian Am, and Mathematics T. MUET, I'm coming to you too.


Piano Grade 8 theory, I'll come to you when all is done well. Wait for me.


Gambateh! =)

I ♥ Big Bang!

Big Bang is back! =)
Their 5th mini album had released on 29th February 2012.

BLUE

Big Bang~ ♥

 G-Dragon with long hair..

 Seungri~

 T.O.P.! 

Daesung~

Taeyang~

5th mini album track list...

Listening to Big Bang's new song~ 

Have a nice day~ Cheers! =)

happy birthday to me~

Today is my birthday. Actually I'm happy and getting excited this morning, because I thought that I'll receive some presents. But, no present for me, as usual. Then I really thought there's somebody will celebrate my birthday, yes, my boss. My mum ask me:" No one celebrate for you tonight?" Once I heard, I cry. The feeling is totally bad! I thought I can have a tearless birthday, but no way, my tears keep producing.. not because touching, but sad. Mum say buy me a cake afterwards, but I didn't feel any better..
However, I really thanks to everyone who wish me. 


Just took my driving licence. It can be my only present. To be frank, I always yearn for presents, but, the more I hope for, the more I get disappointed.

=)

Finally on 22-02-2012, I passed my car driving licence. Maybe before my birthday next week, I can have my own licence. :-D

I really felt stress whenever I recalled back that SPM result is out soon... I'd tried my best in it. God, please help me! The more I hope, the more I get disappointed. T.T    No matter how, I need to prepare my studies from now on. The very first thing before I start my study is---- tidy up my room, book shelves.... after tonnes of things finish, I'm gonna start study.




I hope I can have some of  these wishes on my birthday:

1. A new Handphone 

2. Headset / earphone

3. Watch

4. Licence

5. Clothings

6. Books

7. Bag

8. Rebonding ( curl really makes me like aunty!)

9. Wishes for having a satisfied SPM result

10. Wishes for my diet plan (hope can become more slimmer, and don't give me too much of food! LOL)

11. Happiness

12. Health

13. Smart ( hahaha)

Hope everything goes well. Cheers! =D

Exercise! =)

8 Feb 2012, quite a nervous day. It is my car driving exam. Bad news: I failed in parking... langgar tiang~~
I tried not to cry, but finally, my tears rolling down my cheeks. Now feel better...
I tell myself that the next exam, on 22 Feb 2012, will be the last (I don't want fail again~ T.T). Must pass. Train more harder in parking...



Exercising... although it's a tiring thing, but I still can't sleep very well at night.. haih... snap some pictures after exercising at night. Cheers! =)

focus on my teeth. =D

a bit red on my face. Paiseh?

erm...

Today is my birthday according to Lunar Calendar, happy birthday to myself~

Have a nice day~ :-D

SICK!

Today, coughing  really killing me.. While having a nap, cough make me wake..
Have nothing to eat, snacks CNY biscuits all are far away from me..


Lately found some information about how to become slim, diet and so on, hope it really works! =)


Suddenly now missing those days with classmates, friends, gather together. When I can have this feeling again? Who knows? God will tell me one day.


Let the pics fulfil my blog~ =)

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I have such a sweet tooth... XD

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This is my little cousin. Isn't he cute?

Half Malaysian, Half European.

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Hope everyday is my happy day~ ^.^

CHEER UP! :-)

There's quite a long time I didn't update my blog.

The very plan of now is 'Diet'. Exercise, eat less are the ways that make me slim. I hope before my 18th birthday, I can really reach the target! Good luck!
Lately, cough, fever, sore throat come to 'visit' me. Suffering during the days with with 'sexy' voice.
Coughing seems turns bad, and of course serious. My hobby---- singing is the one that 'killing' me! >.<


22-03-2012 is the date that SPM result is out. Although I'd tried my best to score in SPM, but I can't sit still until the result is out. Hope I get good results. May God bless me. AMEN.


P.S.: While typing these, I coughing non-stop... T.T