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Already have a long time didn't update my blog~

these days, during SPM, I suffered a lot. Can't be explained and described with words. What I can tell is, it is a NIGHTMARE! Still have 1 more subject to go, Chinese paper, I'm coming!!!

Just downloaded Jess Lee's song. 大火 (big fire). the lyrics was so true.

This is the lyrics of the song~

李佳薇 - 大火   作词：姚若龙╱作曲：马奕强

有座巨大的停了的时钟

倾倒在赶路的途中 挡我 向前走

有只黑色的老鹰在俯冲

叼走了你送的承诺 回头 冷冷看我

有阵将眼泪扫落的狂风

掀起了隐藏的疼痛 把我 变赤裸

我为蔓延的回忆除草了

心中却长出盛开的 寂寞 原来是梦

有些伤痕像场大火 把心烧焦难以复活

不碰了好像忘了 恐惧却在脑海住着

重复卡在一个 重要的时刻 不自觉就会退缩

连幸福也克制着 觉得什麽都会变的

防备着平静到最後 连爱也透着冷漠

防备着平静到最後 独自寂寞

有人说我的微笑是暖的

心里却很难被感动 狠狠 解剖我

从不是有意想害谁难过

甚至会沮丧一直没突破 沉重的壳

有些伤痕像场大火 把心烧焦难以复活

可是我 想要忘了 恐惧如何把我上锁

期待阳光炽热 爱来的时刻 能用力去拥抱着

多幸福就多快乐 不让未知成为负荷

投入的留下了每一刻 不怕的人 最富有

人太脆弱 会不停错过

太多宝贵的 都需要跋涉 才可以获得

太多璀璨的 越隔着夜色 越光芒四射

Yesterday, 29/11/2011, MAMA. IU get 'Best Vocal Performance Solo', thought she will get ;Best Female Artist', but never mind, at least she got something! =)

My BigBang also got 'Best Music Video', not bad, although there's something happen among the members.

'Best Dance Performance': MissA (Suzy~)

'Best Band Performance': CN Blue (Jeong Yong Hwa~)

Girl's Generation, Super Junior, 2NE1 also got their awards too~

My cousin's idol Kim Hyun Joong also got 'Best Male Artist'. Sure she happy until cannot sleep. Hiak Hiak hiak!

Tomorrow I'm going to KL. My cousin's wedding~ Wish them have a happy marriage and happy birthday to Miss LamLam (just available before 2 Dec 2011). Their wedding is on bride's birthday~ KL, I'm coming! 表哥表嫂，恭喜恭喜，红包大一点也没关系 =D

Already have a long time I didn't update my blog..


August, is a month that many unwanted things happen...
I've lose my confidence in my study~
You'd gave me hope, a few minutes later, you crashed my hope.... you know what my feeling is at that time?
I thought everything was over, start from zero. But, now......
What I hope now had become ashes.... Once blow, disappear in a moment and became ashes in the surroundings....
Now, what I want had came true.. =)  Sacrifice something, is worth!
I don't know this will last how long..


Yesterday, my cousin marry. Wish the couples happy always until the end of the life. =)


Next week, trial exam starts. But, I still haven't finish studying... these two-three days, I didn't spend my time well. Precious time flew away so quick, but I still have much to do.. T.T


Hope everything went good~ 

Lately, many things happened...
9/7/2011   :: Flag day of St. John. I saw Kopi, Amy, Baki, Wind and Winson. I got their signature too.
10/7/2011 :: Last day of Flag day. It was my last time. No more next time. Appreciate it!
11/7/2011 :: KahKah and Ameera help me check for National Service, luckily, I'm not the lucky one.
12/7/2011 :: I had my hair-cut, quite short compared to before. quite miss it, however, it's a good start.
13/7/2011 :: I found that NS is quite fun, not that scary. then I went McD with NewSien, OiKei and Ameera. Buy Sundae Cone. Have a bad Flu then.
14/7/2011 :: As a secretary prefect, I had passed my power and job to junior and concentrate study.
15/7/2011 :: Learn to make paper aeroplane. Although it's not my first time to learn, but it's my first time in secondary school. My friends were shocked when I say I didn't know how to make a paper aeroplane. To be frank, I'm not good enough.



I must say good-bye to Blogger.
I will be super less online from now on.
I must concentrate in my studies.

Pre-Trial SPM is coming soon. (5/8/2011 ~ 22/8/2011)
SOLAF 2 is somewhere here.
Learning-to-score somewhere here.
Trial SPM just around the corner. (7/9/2011 ~ 21/9/2011)
SOLAF 3 is somewhere here.
Learning-to-score somewhere here.
SPM is not far away from now. (14/11/2011 ~ 7/12/2011)

Then start thinking about my future.

hope I can score 10A+. GAMBATEH!!!
appreciate every chance I get!

bye bye

Cindy Rocks!
having a treat from Miss Cindy...
She's leaving.... bye bye...
Best of luck...
update photos next time....
I appreciate our friendship..... ^.^

Let the photos flow on 4/6/2011

before everybody reach...

Janelle, LeeTing, LeeMei and Me.

Rachel and me.

LeeMei, Me, Alice

this one cute.. ^^

singing.. Captured! kacha kacha!

lenglui, LamLam

still left quite many pictures to upload...

due to my PC so slow...I stop uploading it..

It's enough.. ^^

hehe..

happy birthday!

Before everything start, I would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my grandmum.
tomorrow almost all my cousins coming back to Kampar and celebrate grandmum's birthday.
what make me headache is this sunday, 5/6/2011 is St. John exam day~
this year is my second year taking Adult Second Year, although I've passed last year, but because of the certificate, I got my name wrong!
It still need unknown time to have my new certificate and need to pay more.....
I still wondering whether is my fault or not...
this year exam : HARD!
hard = die
I still don't know what time going back home after the celebration party tomorrow...
maybe not enough time to prepare everything.. especially for the ESSAY part.
I started to regret now.
don't know why I'm the one who always regret... haiz....
actually I'm stressing now...
everything in new syllabus...

last thing for myself : Padan muka!

Good luck and all the best for me.... T.T

Just The Way You Are

Just The Way You Are


Oh, her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying 
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day


Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say


When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are(yeah)


Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day


Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same
So, don't even bother asking if you look ok
You know I'll say


When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are
The way you are, the way you are
Girl you're amazing, just the way you are


When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Cause girl you're amazing, just the way you are. Yeah

I did this yesterday night...
while I'm hungrying since my dinner was just 2 little bread...
Starving!

hehe.. pink colour...

then I snap some photo of mine, like sorpoh...

I'm wondering what is this...

Fleming's left-hand rule

first time I post out my photos... everything is just like first time...

there will be many first time in my life appear soon....

ALL THE BEST!



Perfect?!

the word 'perfect' for me is too strange now...
I'm not used to it, and I won't used to it too


Although I'm not a perfect person and since no one is perfect, but I have attitude that worth 100%!

today no go school..
because today school gotong-royong...
seems like very lazy... muahaha.

wake up at 8 am. and now I already online 2 hours..
WOW... if mum knew it, I can't think what will happen! hehe..

now still not yet having my breakfast... I don't think I want brunch..
need to polish the plate now...

Last but not least, HAPPY HOLIDAY to everyone... ^^
CHEERS!

cheers!



Happy holidays~

HOLS!

actually and normally now I am free,
but because of the Chinese Oral Test (ULBS),
I need to surf and search in every corner of the web world....
will I get what I want??
hope there's THERE'S it!

Fate, the name is cruelty;
Truth, is always the ugliest.
this is life...
Life is like this..
Chill out, what you yelling for..
Lay back, is all been done before..
and if, you would let it be, you will SEE~ complicated!

Tai Xiao Hui,
you must be brave and no such stage-fright...
look in front and think what you want, what you deserve...
don't think too much.. if not, all silver hair come out and say 'HeLLo'..
then no point crying over the split milk...
"If at first you don't succeed, try, try, try again."
"Nature, time, and patience are three great physicians."

If a thing is worth doing, it's worth doing well..
so keep it up and do better than what you are doing now!!!!

today finally mid-term exam finish~ phew~
last paper__ Physics...
I don't know my fate yet....
hope I get what I want..

from now on, I need to study everyday.
but, today I want to rest a day...
after today, I want get on my way again...
because rest is to take a longer way..
I must strike the A's in SPM...
I must achieve what I want always...
GAMBATEH!!

first time use my notebook blogging...
quite exciting... haha...
after blogging, need to go do 'housework'... haha

this 2 weeks, exam.... now still left Physics exam...
can't think that I'd lose 2kg... WOW... it's a good news..
actually because I had sore throat during exam....
many things cannot eat....
maybe like this, I lose 2kg automatically.....
quite funny actually...
sure there's people think that because stress, so lose weight...
I think that way also....
brain juice use too many will burn fat... is it???
HAHAHA....

I'm downloading iTune.. I'm waiting you!
please move a bit faster... need to off lo.... faster la... ^^

I feel so warm today...
but actually I want to cry....
today chemistry exam...
.I can't do calculation questions... although I've memorized the formula....
It's totally blank in my mind....
Miss Cindy enter our class...
she walk here and there....
then she look at me.... asking me know how to do or not. I shook my head with a freeze smile.
after awhile, she come near me and say '' Jia You!'' (Add oil)...
suddenly, tears coming out....
it's so warm enough to melt my heart....


I must add more and more oil in all the subjects that I take for SPM....
GOOD LUCK!!!
and stop the tears!

hope that I can really do like this...


[ sticks and stones may break my heart, but words will never hurts me ]

you know... I hate you so so so so much!
always pretending... acting...
just have mouths.... 
do you all have no hands, legs and brains????
you just give 3 days....
I gave you 3 years to do a little thing you also no do...
why I must do it for you???
you just scold la...
I really beh song you already....
I HATE PRETENDING PERSON!!!!
so SHUT your mouth UP!!!!
just like a shit!
IRRITATING!!!
waste my time!

mood: angry

you are so irritating!

P.S.// no question for me after this post is published! no question, no soalan.... 

Thank You!

pimples go away!
I hate pimples much!
SHOO!!


KahKah says that she like DIMPLES!
boys with dimples so cute~
I start to find people who have pimples...
definitely, I can find some...
so cute!  ♥

think about tomorrow....

tomorrow go camping....
today already cry 3 times in 1 hour....
I can agree that heart is make by diamond.. fragile...
it hurts me a lot....
T.T

转身之后

......................
和你相约在这里
有些是想说明
我的决定
你却不愿意听
我知道你想要逃避
不想问不想听
这段感情
已经快要暂停
听我说 从今后
我会一个人生活
没有我 的时候
你要一个人好好过
在我转身之后
你却又抱著我
在放手以后
不在拥有
彼此的温柔
在我转身之后
你的泪不停流
虽然心很痛
却只能说
分开之后
我就要远走
..........
我知道你想要逃避
不想问不想听
这段感情
已经快要暂停
听我说 从今后
我会一个人生活
没有我 的时候
你要一个人好好过
在我转身之后
你却又抱著我
在放手以后
不在拥有
彼此的温柔
在我转身之后
你的泪不停流
虽然心很痛
却只能说
分开之后
我就要远走
在我转身之后
你却又抱著我
在放手以后
不在拥有
彼此的温柔
在我转身之后
你的泪不停流
虽然心很痛
却只能说
分开之后
我就要远走

love this song now... I'm loving it!!

birthday...

don't know why....
I feel like want to cry at this moment....


not touching...
but something.....
no one can tell...
I thought I will have a happy day... but... don't know la..


just happy birthday to myself....

congratulation to Jess Lee...
You make it...
you are our proud....


let everything end with a full-stop.
start the new one with a smile ....

mood: good

hope everything goes smooth...

=End=

good luck to Jess Lee Kar Wei....
as a Malaysian, I am proud of you...
your determination and hardworking make me have more effort to improve myself.....
in studies... especially SPM 2011...
I can see your hard works on your forehead...
hope you win a champion back to Malaysia tomorrow..
Best of Luck!

mood: moderate

good luck , Jess Lee

good luck for me too...

=End=

happiness is free

today PJ...
play volley ball...
now have bruises on the right hand...
hope to play volley ball together with buddies after Chinese New Year holiday...
this we called it a day~


still have to go tuition class afterwards...
English and Malay...


downloaded 2 songs... by Anthony Neely..
[ Sorry that I loved You] and [散场的拥抱]...
these 2 songs... nice...
but I can't find the folder that contain these 2 songs...
means that I didn't download it... waste my time sitting in front of the computer....


hope this year CNY, everyone is happy....
because ' Happiness is Free'...
have many 'angpau'....


hope daddy buy a new phone for me....
this phone... haiz... always switch off automatically.... especially emergency....
and also a new spectacles.....
this old one already 3 years.....
hope mummy will take me to check my eye power and have a new spectacles on my birthday....
hope the day comes....


hungry now.... go bath then have my lunch.....

mood: happy

happiness is free, if you want it to be.....

hope my dreams come true...

=End=

i also don't know what to say~
this must 'thank you' my buddies : KahKah, NewSien, WaiYan, Ameera, Sandeep, Kashwin and SaraVana...
i almost die in embarrassment.....
zha dou....

mood: embarrass

happy birthday kashwin and NewSien

=End=

why a word 'borrow' is like a sin? 
as if it is a dirt word!

12/1/2011
AGM for rumah sukan...
luckily I'm not holding any post...


When English period... the last 2 period...
our teacher want all 5 Science 1 students change...
she says: ' make changes.... some people don't like changes....'
haha...
she says also:' this is the last year all of you stay here, make some changes....'
firstly, almost all people in the class agree...
then, 22 of us accepted the changes...
we make our table arrangement in U-shape....
the condition is just like debate....
simply can't make my mouth closed! haha...
got many cold jokes~


13/1/2011
today morning after assembly....
have meeting..
teacher seeing me while she is talking all the way...
it makes me feels like I'm guilty!


I've told that bastard to keep quiet!
he didn't!
so don't blame me then!!

mood: bad

go away!

=END= 

8/1/2011
go Chemistry Tuition...
then go Catherine's house.... Kahkah, Chang, Tharsu, New, Lam, Cat, n Me..
cook...
then eat...
150% full~
delicious food...
Then I called mummy whether can go out to night...
because she had dinner at GK, so she allow me to go....
go LohMunChoon's birthday 'party'..
then go eat steamboat at GK...
wait mummy at Timah Hall....
she don't want go back...
until the very last song...
she dance whole night... I think...
11.45pm, we leave GK....
sent her friends go home...
on the way to Wah Loong...
There's an accident... I think...
Rest. In. Peace... ...
Terribly Scare after that....
it's not on purpose.... It's really an accident!
haiz... Almost can't sleep...
SORRY

9/1/2011

found [He's Beautiful]...
the soundtrack's lyrics...
Park Shin Hye... her voice quite beautiful....♥ it...

mood: moderate

R.I.P.

=End=

2/1/2011
The lightning strike on the TV last night...
no TV....
Cannot always online...
must pay many attention in my studies...
I'll try the very best of mine...
to achieve good result....


3/1/2011
today..
school reopen...
when our Principle gave speech,
I heard he say,
the passing marks increase to 80%..
I almost faint at there....
he continued...
he say if anyone didn't score 80%,
'KELAS TAMBAHAN AKAN DIADAKAN SEHINGGA MENCAPAI 80%'
this time I really want~~~ faint...
maybe until 5 pm....
if I'm the one who Need to attend...
Baik aku mati~
this really make my tears falling down the cheek~~~
so...
whatever tough is it, I'll overcome it!

Mood: Moderate

hope I'm not the one... and the only one!

=End=