Many things had happened during this period.
My life totally change...
Semester 3 had started quite a while, Semester 1 results even had out, now waiting for Semester 2's.
Need to resit for Semester 1's, totally mad! Semester 3 + Semester 1... T.T
Although time had spent for study, yet nothing went good. Wondering is it the luck or fate of mine is bad? Or this is just a starting point of a challenge? I believe I'd done well, but the result indeed disappoint me... I'd tried my best, but turns out nothing, and even looked down by others (some they thought they are brilliant!). Compare and contrast... upside down.... Really cried for it, sometimes other thought come across my mind, even extreme negative ones.. no more tomorrow? I do rethink that my decision for current condition is brilliant or stupid, since I'd pulled myself into a endlessly-black hole, no chance for turning back. Think back the times that I'd really enjoyed my study, but now things had changed, 180 degree rotation. The current situation makes me feel bad when think about my ambition and future. Will it turn out better? Or remain or even worse?
I'd put effort in study, yet when during exam, it totally blank out. Even the question that had been done for several times that should use the same method, I still can't come out a final solution. WHY?? It's kind of sad... :'(
Others are improving, but I think I'm the only one that dropping. Rusty, useless brain!
Still a big problem for my skin appeared during this critical, complicated war. Already suffered more than 3 months, plus during that time, exams... Not feeling well. @.@
Stress make me go mad easily, please be good to me. Beware of me, I'm like a volcano now. Whenever, wherever, whatever, whoever.... CAUTION!
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