ashes~

our life sometimes like ashes.... once blow disappear forever~


our life like ASHES~
survive like ASHES~
sleep like ASHES~
eat like ASHES~
drink like ASHES~
talk like ASHES~
behave like ASHES~
do things like ASHES~
treat like ASHES~
study like ASHES~
blowing like ASHES~


haiz....
our life full-filled with tonnes of ASHES in it.....
maybe one day someone will discover it.....


now i already discover it.....
the result is.....
YES..........
ashes ashes ashes ashes~~~~


quite sad when i discover it.....
want to cry for this ~
T_T 




ASHES ASHES ASHES ASHES~ 




my conclusion....


life consist of ASHES......
life like ASHES~

happy birthday to me~

28/02/2010

this date i will remember forever~

the first time i receive so many wishes from friends~

e.g. facebook, msn, handphone, and also face-to-face...

that day i forgot to updated my blog .....

maybe too much of wishes, messages, posts i have to reply.... XD

nevermind la, the most important point is, I'LL REMEMBER THIS DAY FOREVER.... if i can~ XD

It's time to take my dinner...... hungrying now~

update my blog next time i online..... (if i remember to do so>.<)

go down stairs lu.......

bye bye..... take care everyone 

and wish all of my friends can get good result in US1....

i need MIRACLES!!!!

now my hand very pain.... it seems like crooked already... I scare my hand fracture.... last year already finger fracture and my piano practical test implicated...... it's paid..... get a good scolding of it..... the medical expenses is not cheap as it is a private hospital... all expert doctors are born there (maybe)..... now... i still don't know how i injured my hand...... accidentally, maybe, who knows????




this year CNY quite bad luck..... the first day of CNY , i already get burnt on my right hand......around my waist.... because that day i went to temple to pray , there have something to burn.... the fire spread very fast.... i cannot control it, so i decided to run.... R.....U.....N...... at this time, the wind comes~~~ W...H...O.....S.....H....  the fire 'touch' me..... OUCH!!!!! it's painful...... i almost cry in the scene........ S...O....B.......
that things left on the floor........... fortunately there have water storage.... a tangki without cover.... i dipped my hand into the water...... it's pain..... big red part on my hand..... after that , we go back to grandma's house..... Oh.... thanks God.... there's some aloe vera in the compound...... now my hand didn't pain already....
but change hand already.... while typing these..... my left hand is shaking slightly..... G....I...G...G....L...I...N...G........    P...A...R...A...L...Y...S...I...S... now..... hope there's no doctors needed to cure my hand.... the medical expenses is too expensive.... for X-ray.... for checking.... for medicine.... haiz...... 


yesterday , i scalded my hand .... again.... now is left hand...... OMG!!!! thousands of injuries, scars......


I NEED MIRACLES!!!!!! 
I don't want more and more bad things occurs in me..........
It's ENOUGH!!!!! I CAN'T STAND..... A...L...M...O...S...T............ 


P.S. will there's someone help me???? 
       YEARN miracles so much..... hopefully my life..... everything bad will gone..... GONE!!!!!


it's time to bed now...... relax...... R...E...L...A...X... my mind.......

HATE people FALSELY INCRIMINATE me!!!!!

i hate dishonest people.... and i hate a man of words and not deeds even more.......... such a dreadful bore...... what manner of man could do such a terrible thing? what possessed it to say such a thing????? why do they have to make such a meal of everything????? and why am i in such temper???? with such a woebegone look...... why i was maligned? now my mind just appears a few words..... [malign, slander, smear, vilify] ...... all same meaning.... what a XXXXXX i use to have??? i would rather don't have such dreadful XXXXXX....... but it not my fault..... not my business... and now i don't bother about it any more..... i don't care.... i wish i would have a wonderful and a happy Chinese New Year..... i try not to think much of it...... i won't be a fool again...... WON'T!!!!!

2010!!!

finally update blog....


1st post in 2010.......
d life pass so fast tat i could barely 2 breath.... tis year areadi form 4..... 16....
try my best 2 cope with all the subjects in form 4..... especially physic , chemistry, biology, add maths.......


form 4 d me...... 

shierly n i

me

me, sienz, oikei, chang, shierly

frm right: oikei, chang, shierly n me

back from right: sienz, shierly, me

in front: oikei

tis is from our skul sports day..... 5/2/10

a memorable day 4 us... St.John 

finally we won d award....

unit-beruniform terbaik (marching during sports day)

8 years!!!! St.John have been waiting 4 tis award 4 8 years!!!!!

finally, we hv it..... YES!!!!!!! thanks God.....

i will update my blog when im free..... and accompany with more n more photos...... tc my fren....

PMR result!!!

PMR result was out yesterday..... when i walk into d skul, i heard some of them scream.... some gt good result n vice versa.... my heartbeat becum faster , faster n faster when i reached d junction in front of d CK..... n so on when i arrived at d skul.... i walked slowly towards my class teacher....... after i signed on d paper, teacher 'searching' my result..... a while, she she gave me d result (half-folded) .... i .....i..... din dare look at d result at 1st.... after a while after taking some breath, i opened d result......... WOW!!!! d B is in d middle..... disappointed appear in my mind..... it's History tat i gt B...... i've been put many effort on it bt still fail..... i think bac 2 last time ...... my History always hanging around in C or B..... n oso d trial, i still gt C (63 marks) ...... i study..... doing exercise..... more n more.... bt still cannot score A..... 
except d History, d rest gt A's ...... tis result still acceptable..... d kerja kursus all gt CEMERLANG..... 7A1B..... even though i gt 7A's bt still hanging a B....... nt nice areadi lo..... fortunately, mama din angry for d B..... i was surprised tat my Chinese gt an A.... d whole skul jus 2 ppl score A in Chinese... it's Chang n me..... quite surprised...... my Chinese.... mostly i cant score A during skul exam..... bt.... mayb i've put a lot of progress on it....... 
after tat , kah kah took a pic on our result slip of oikei, me n herself..... total is 19A's 4B's

         (19A's 4B's) {top : mine} { bottom: kah kah}{ right: oikei}
hv 2 go nw..... update next time....

oh gosh!!!!

oh god! i throw away a 'active guard'tat cost RM 3.30 ..... how stupid i am........


start from yesterday, i go exercise..... playing basketball at KTAR....... feel refreshing...... i've found bac d feel.... tis feel will found when i am matching~~~~ lolx...


nw hungrying.... wan go eat breakfast lo.........