new~

another new drawing…
used up 1 hour to finish. Normal case to a beginner like me…

new hobby

new hobby, be good to me.
Lately I feel very 'empty', lonely, lost, quiet…
How about my future?

Pick up a test on phone app, called 'depression test'. Result: major depression. Really?

Think again. I just don't get the offer from public university, I still have my future at other university. Stop thinking those negative things! ! I shouldn't be like this. Although other people who get the offer will look down on my that keep dropping these years. Should I care? Anyway, I just want to find myself back.

돌라와조 I want you back back back back back... Back back back back back... 빠리 돌라와! 나 바보 안니요.화이팅!나 할수있어!나 행운 필려해요! 하늘님 행운 주세요 ...

Be bright!

my way

If I can't do great things, then do small things in great way.
Find the old me back.
Old me, wait for me, I'm on my way.
New me, just shut up and follow me.

Fighting! It's just the beginning. Take it easy but with care.

F.R.E.E.Z.E... V.O.L.C.A.N.O.

It's been a long long time I didn't update my blog...

Many things had happened during this period.

My life totally change... 

Semester 3 had started quite a while, Semester 1 results even had out, now waiting for Semester 2's.

Need to resit for Semester 1's, totally mad! Semester 3 + Semester 1... T.T

Although time had spent for study, yet nothing went good. Wondering is it the luck or fate of mine is bad? Or this is just a starting point of a challenge? I believe I'd done well, but the result indeed disappoint me... I'd tried my best, but turns out nothing, and even looked down by others (some they thought they are brilliant!). Compare and contrast... upside down.... Really cried for it, sometimes other thought come across my mind, even extreme negative ones.. no more tomorrow? I do rethink that my decision for current condition is brilliant or stupid, since I'd pulled myself into a endlessly-black hole, no chance for turning back. Think back the times that I'd really enjoyed my study, but now things had changed, 180 degree rotation. The current situation makes me feel bad when think about my ambition and future. Will it turn out better? Or remain or even worse? 

I'd put effort in study, yet when during exam, it totally blank out. Even the question that had been done for several times that should use the same method, I still can't come out a final solution. WHY?? It's kind of sad... :'(

Others are improving, but I think I'm the only one that dropping. Rusty, useless brain!

Still a big problem for my skin appeared during this critical, complicated war. Already suffered more than 3 months, plus during that time, exams... Not feeling well. @.@

Stress make me go mad easily, please be good to me. Beware of me, I'm like a volcano now. Whenever, wherever, whatever, whoever.... CAUTION!

#STPM2012/2013  #stress  #mad  #volcano  #emotional  #goodluck  #godblessme  #pleasebegoodtome

E.X.A.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N.

My time spend with the books will be long-lasting and no ending story.

This term's trial exam, more than half of my spirit had gone. The TOUGH questions are really tough. Most of us in school GG.

The Mathematics T, wow, so tough, the paper that i used is far more less than AddMaths in form 4 and 5. Actually I can't think of the days after this. Haiz.

Drenched's lyrics: When minutes become hours, and days become years.

XH's lyrics: When passing become losing, and LL become GG.

*LL = Lulus

 GG= Gagal

Eyes close tightly. But not sleeping.

Those days study with the earphones, listening to the FM radio, and mp3. Syok! K-pop! <3 font="font">

Tomorrow having the last test ~ MUET. Not fully prepared. One more GG.

But after tomorrow, I will have a new phone. This will be my very first phone. Must select precisely. :D

Sadly, the budget, more than 60% is from my pocket money. Not fair! T.T 

After purchasing the phone, my pocket will have a big hole on it, stained with some 'blood'. No choice.

If there's an option, I won't choose this path.

Still left 1 month from now before the First Term STPM examination. 

The timetable of the First Term Exam.

5-11-2012 (Monday) : Pengajian Am (8.00am - 10.00am)

6-11-2012 (Tuesday) : Mathematics T (2.30pm - 4.00pm)

7-11-2012 (Wednesday) : Biology (8.00am - 9.30am)

8-11-2012 (Thursday) : Chemistry (8.00am - 9.30am)

Sincerely hope that everything goes well. I will stay away from the PC for about 1 month. Will update more after the 'war'. 

All the best and good luck to all STPM candidates.

God Bless. Amen.

EXAM!

Exam is coming. Just keep it up to strike for the best! Fighting! <3 font="font">

I want to ignore unwanted things. Just get out of my mind. No distractions until the final exam is over. 

My bro further his studies in UniMAP, Perlis. Quite sad to hear that he fever in past few days. Just wish him all the best. And next week he is coming back. Then I can 'fight' with him though! HA!

I don't think my maths assignment can be finished perfectly. Eyes closed. Haiz.

STPM subjects: 
1) Pengajian Am
2) Chemistry
3) Biology
4) Mathematics T
5) MUET

Just open eyes widely and say Hi to tomorrow.
Learn to LOL.

And I really get to know some sakai friends in my class. Everyone is just typically normal until I know them! HAha. What a surprise! :D
This is the place that I'll stay for 1 more years.

Fighting fighting! :D